Happy Birthday BH!

On this day, many years ago.. a baby was born.. wahaha.. Do u belief that God paired you with your mate the moment you are born? heh… since BH is older than me.. he’s been waiting for me for so long… WOW!! ;p

So I am definitely his BEST present ( be it birthday, x’mas etc..) hehehe..

Along side with how bz I was ysterday, I made a cheesecake and it turned out good.. ( not sure how it taste) :X BH havent seen this yet!!!

I just deco the cake – very sloppily simply and in 10 mins… erm.. I’m busy!!

I know he will love it!!

ohh… y Birdnest Head??? Here’s the evidence

you see.. he’s asking for it… ” More please” > He wants ” More HELL!!” haha

Now… he’s no longer Birdnest Head la.. haha…  Handsome boy… peak of his life .. can’t get any better already 🙂

Thank God for giving me such a wonderful man to scold love, care and share my life with 🙂

Happy Birthday to my best friend, house mate, baking assistant and the list goes on……..and of course…. HUSBAND!!!

back to school!

The weather in Seattle is fantastic today… it’s sunny.. skies are blue.. you can see the mountains.. the temperature still abit low.. it’s chilly.. SPRING’S here! In my opinion, it’s the most beautiful season of the year! 🙂 well, I won’t be able to enjoy spring if I didn’t come here.. ah… can this be forever?

Since we I had to go to University Village to run some errands, we decided to drop by UW ( University of Washington aka U-dub)

The environment brought a continuous ‘WOoooooW!’ to our mouths *do u have a mental image of this??!! haha…* Anyhow, the campus is huge! I personally thought that the ‘old’ feel of the whole place is like NUS? haha… but then again.. the architecture is totally diff from what we see in SG… somehow, both of us were like ” Our offsprings is gonna study here..” heh… well, so weird to say ‘offsprings’ right? haha… we were inspired by the season ‘Spring’ ! 😀

Overall view – the cherry blossoms are so pretty!! erm.. they are nt really pink though..

The flowers on this tree are ‘worshiping the sun’

More Cherry Blossoms !

haha.. a pic of me! just for in case, you miss me?? heh… we haven’t met for sooooooooo long!

Shoes from Gmarket which i bought last year 🙂

Note: DSLR are sooooooooo ‘IN’? Out of 10 pple today, 7 pple are holding onto DSLR.. and that includes the wannabe who took the pics above.

busy

well.. I didn’t blog for some time coz I was busy with you know what.. It’s tiring.. but i sure enjoy what I’m doing… 100000000000000X better than the noble profession! I really wanna go into retail one day.. be a store manager or sales associate? I really dunno if i have what it takes.. but I like what i’m doing now really 🙂 I don’t need to be someone who can change the world or mould the future… I just wanna be happy! Is it so difficult??? 

The past week had been miserable for me.. I thank all my friends who had shown me lots of love, suggestion and concern.. I think I had sorted things out

I believe the ultimate decision is still up to me.. I wanna do something for myself.. 

Guess what happened the last time I made a major decision using my HEAD instead of my HEART?  I made a BIG mistake. I sold my soul, life and youth away… This time, I AM NOT GOING WITH MY HEAD. I shall go with my heart – I pray and trust that I will be mking the right choice.

That’s all for now.

The ugly truth

I know the truth.. I know the best way out BUT when i hear the truth from someone else, someone dear to me.. I can’t accept it.

If it’s the decision I made and finalised myself, it won’t have felt this bad. Hearing it from him, just made me feel ‘unwanted’, ‘unappreciated’ – Did I do something wrong? Is my food so bad tt he wanna eat microwave food? If it’s gonna end up like this, why did we try so hard to come here together?

I am not angry.. I just need to blame myself for what I am now. The 1 thing which changed the rest of my life 🙁

I feel lousy – what I have done is not worthy or/and good enough to mk him think abt me ( i’m only at the back of his mind?) .

Swallow my pride ..it’s just 9 more mths

Stay or go?

This have been a huge issue and it’s always at the back of my head.. i guess, i can’t be truely happy knowing that I have a HUGE burden back home

BH woke up this morning and the first thing he asked me was ” Should we go Korea on our way  back to SG or on our way home?”

We’ve not been to Korea.. and it sure sounds nice to go to a new place…. BUT i’m not sure if  I should or I could make it back 🙁

“What if I don’t wanna come back?” I asked BH. He was like ” Then I’ll have to come home alone.. what to do? ”

Seriously do not know what to do… I have been saving every single penny, cooking nearly every meal.. and we are not 1/2 way there 🙁

It’s so frustrating… I only have myself to blame.. it’s all me , my fault 🙁 I wanna be 17 again – i promise i’ll do better

1st drive on the FREEWAY!

So I drove us to the outlets today! It’s a spontaneous thing – the weather was good.. Since it was bright and early… I might as well try driving right?? hahaha…

The outlet is like 30 miles from our home… I started at 9am and reached destination at 9.40am 🙂

I’m kinda proud of my achievement! hee.. it’s not that bad! erm.. I have very bad tendency to make big turns and maybe coz in SG we drive on the RHS, I veered to the right .. I think Bh repeated “Keep to your lane.. ” X10000000 !!

I was quite nervous throughout the drive… and was holding onto the steering wheel really tightly… haha.. i still miss my own car 🙁

I think I still dare nt drive alone though… don’t feel confident BUT i will practise more.. hopefully I can get my WA driving license soon!!

My performance today? BH gave me 3/5 only lor… sob sob…

Getting vaccinated

Yesterday, I went down to BH’s workplace for the H1N1 vaccine. seems like the H1N1 scare is over? there were not many pple getting vaccinated.  Anyway, the vaccine is paid for by the company.. might as well take it right?

Prior to taking the jab, you got to fill up a form. There’s this ‘Age’ section that you need to fill in.. for once, I forgot how old was I 🙁  I thought I was 2_ BUT after I took 2010 – 198_ , I’m actually 2^ !!! I gasped in disbelief and horror… ” Am I that OLD???” and the nurse came to me ” Is there anything wrong?”

heh.. I thought in my heart ”  oH yes! MY AGE IS WRONG!” but I told her “erm… nothing!”

If only, that vaccine is to stop me from growing old…

The rest of the evening, I window shopped downtown for……… ANTI-AGING COSMETICS!!

Getting old? Tell me about it man… haha

Be my cupcake!

This year’s Vday was a super unromantic and simple one…no flowers.. no eating out…  so we didn’t have any plans… Just tt I told BH that i wanted cupcakes and suggested that he ordered from Cupcakes Royale

So we collected the cupcakes from the store and bought an extra box for Keying and hubby – Hope they like it as much as we did? 8)

We also ordered their Lethal cupcake – Deathcakes. Chocolate in this cake is sooooo rich and yummy… thinking abt it makes me drool!! heh..

Then we went to the outlets. Heng ah.. i spotted a pair of really pretty Kate Spade earrings! haha.. else I won’t have any Vday gift can! hehehe…

Dinner was Herbal Chicken We co-cook this. Though it’s nothing fancy,we enjoyed our dinner! 🙂

Vday – it’s just like any other day…