I know the truth.. I know the best way out BUT when i hear the truth from someone else, someone dear to me.. I can’t accept it.
If it’s the decision I made and finalised myself, it won’t have felt this bad. Hearing it from him, just made me feel ‘unwanted’, ‘unappreciated’ – Did I do something wrong? Is my food so bad tt he wanna eat microwave food? If it’s gonna end up like this, why did we try so hard to come here together?
I am not angry.. I just need to blame myself for what I am now. The 1 thing which changed the rest of my life 🙁
I feel lousy – what I have done is not worthy or/and good enough to mk him think abt me ( i’m only at the back of his mind?) .
Swallow my pride ..it’s just 9 more mths