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I seriously do not know where I should start blogging from BUT I just wanna blog about the many events which happened in JULY. I mean.. I’m mostly happy!! So happy!!! Maybe I have been overly sad for the past few yrs ( before I came here) so every tiny thing I am doing for myself just makes me real happy and contented 😀 I thank God for giving me this life I have now – I don’t even wanna change a thing!!

Recap for JULY –

1) Watched Esclipe!!

2) Cooking lesson for Pie and Tarts ( erm… not worth the money and time to blog about..well,  the pies the instructor baked were delicious )

3) Bainbridge Island

4) Excursion to San Juan > Great getaway though no whales

5) Watched IMAX Inception ( too ‘chim’ for my simple brain and the wonderful 3D images makes my head spin!)

6) Met SG friends for Crabpot

7) Friday 1/2 price Cheesecake date + Dinner with Schmucks movie date with BH

8 ) Introducing Sophia! My new baby!!! Pilot edition which won’t be in stores till October!! wahaha.. how fashion forward is this man!

I used to have 10001 reasons to be depressed about…. now I have 1000000000001 reasons to be happy 🙂

 

They were right outside my apartment 😀 How interesting!

everything which goes wrong is my fault 🙁

Actually, it’s not my fault, but i still care .. this gives me additional stress.

Haven’t been sleeping well for the past few weeks – I have a sick obsession with checking my email. I placed my phone ( used to check email) outside the bedroom BUT i still find myself waking up, looking for the phone and checking it.

Last night, I drank wine.. MORE wine than usual.. hoping to feel tipsy so that I can sleep better thru’ the night… oh yes, it did help. I slept early, only woke up once to check my email and slept again. BH suggested I shld just take the cold/flu mixture – that always mks me concuss and sleep better. Maybe I’ll try it tonight.

This is bad.. and it happens only when I’m worried. Worried about things that doesn’t really matter to others? geez… too responsible maybe. Aren’t I weird?

BH and I had been feeling v tired and needed a real holiday. For the past few days, BH will come home and tell me the same thing ” can’t wait to go on a holiday man ” me too 🙁 but……….. ” do we have enough? ”

Hoping to take my mind off things, I decided to cook alot of food yesterday – prepared and labelled BH’s lunchbox for the next few days. I was still not tired enough, so I went to the gym to sweat it out.

ahhh… finally I felt better and I woke up this morning to the same worries and fears again

I’m incoherent because I’m just plain worried and I can’t tell u what here :X

Have you ever had this feeling?

Like u feel very strongly for someone ( positive feeling) but you are afraid to admit it because you are not sure if he feels the same way as u?

Something I must learn.. to love wholeheartedly – regardless of how the other party feel about me? did i get this right?

u get what I mean right? 

It has been soooooooo long and I still have this feeling.. weird isn’t it?

working..

The man outside SAM ( Seattle’s Art Museum) – His arm was taken down for repairs

Just like him..my broken heart needs repairs too 🙁

where do i start?? haha.. okok.. i m starting now… do scroll down for the entries as i fill in the days okie? ;p

*read entry to find out more!!*

The past week flew by real fast! Bh had a whole week off .. so we were like packing and dismantling our furnitures to prepare us for the big move… well, all’s good.. just that we might need help to move… 2 of us are not gonna make it? 🙁 sobz… was so worried that I ‘complained’ to my family and my dad spoke to Bh last night abt getting help & movers… heng ah… else I think I will just die from fatigue before I enjoy the beautiful views.. heh..

anyhow, it was also my 1st black friday in seattle.. i guess i was kinda expecting alot… like how the prices will suddenly be super duper low? haha… but of corrs not la! I didn’t buy anything much – helping pple to buy things instead..

nah.. they were definitely some good deals ( eg: $3 slow cooker and blender)BUT we just don’t wanna spend $ on things we don’t really need… so… our black friday shopping was kinda boring?

[story time!!!]

so we were at the outlet.. after going to Kate Spade, I decided that maybe i shld drop by Coach – I’m not exactly a Coach fan , although I love my Coach Sabrina Tan .. hehe.. the Coach outlet store Q was super long… and the weather was awfully cold 🙁 so while BH went to the car to put the stuff we bought, i was waiting in the Q … BH took a very long time to come back to me.. i was thinking in my heart ” when he comes back later, i am gonna scold him jialat jialat!”

Guess what??? BH came back abt 15mins later with Mac burgers and hot coffee for us!!! wah… the hot coffee bought so much warmth in the cold weather – you shld have seen the faces of the taiwanese girl in front of me and the korean girl behind me… wahahaha… for once ( maybe twice), i was like so proud of BH! his actions was like those of the male lead in Korean/taiwanese drama shows can!!! hahaha… so…even the bitter coffee taste sooooooo sweet!! 🙂 Good job! and I was happy… haha… anyway, the Q wasn’t moving, we left the place shortly after

that night also marks the 1st time I had supper ( at 1am) after 3 yrs? 🙁  imagine the calories

It was a nice trip nevertheless.. imagine if i didn’t brave the cold for 15mins.. haha.. i didn’t know that BH is capable of such a romantic act!

PS: Found out tt BH bought Mac as he was hungry… oh well.. ignorance is bliss! at least he made the effort to walk to Mac and bought something for me too!!

I can NEVER stop admiring the spectacular views here… Beautiful 🙂

I never knew the sky could be so wide… without boundaries.. i never knew that flowers in the park smell so good.. aww… or is it FREEDOM that smells good? haha…I am soooooooooo gonna miss this place… hanging on to whatever amt of time I have left…

Went to DSW – tried many many shoes… can’t find the perfect one 🙁

Is it more painful to not know what you want or more painful to know what you want but cannot get?