Just when everything is going on well.. i fear that all these little ‘happiness’ will be taken away from me… you know… just like that *snaps fingers*<\/p>\n
In about\u00a02.5 mths time, i’ll be back in SG for a short vacation.. without BH that is… oh well.. the main pt is to do slight reno of our flat.. alone <\/em>\ud83d\ude41 I am looking forward and yet… afraid… don’t really like to mk decisions alone… not what I envisioned how things will be<\/p>\n when i’m away.. i’m also afraid that BH won’t miss\/think about me .. then he might slowly realise that ” without Amanda… things is so much easier and better…” sigh…. I am not having PMS.. but sometimes.. I already feel that way… like… the only reason I’m here is to be his personal chef? other than that.. he plays his silly NBA computer games.. he doesn’t need me<\/p>\n or maybe… I’m the one who\u00a0don’t need him anymore<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Just when everything is going on well.. i fear that all these little ‘happiness’ will be taken away from me… you know… just like that *snaps fingers* In about\u00a02.5 mths time, i’ll be back in SG for a short vacation.. without BH that is… oh well.. the main pt is to do slight reno of … <\/p>\n