{"id":2182,"date":"2011-01-18T12:00:44","date_gmt":"2011-01-18T19:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/seattletimes.6eptember.com\/?p=2182"},"modified":"2011-01-18T12:00:44","modified_gmt":"2011-01-18T19:00:44","slug":"looking-for-everlasting-rainbow","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/seattletimes.6eptember.com\/?p=2182","title":{"rendered":"looking for everlasting rainbow"},"content":{"rendered":"

not looking forward to move \ud83d\ude41 This time we are getting movers… yes.. decided not to torture ourselves anymore. So, the new place is bigger. However, I just feel that there might not be enough place to put all our things .. ok.. fine.. I like things to be neat and tidy.. I don’t like clutters .. I want everything to look good in its place.. I’m such a weirdo right!! \ud83d\ude41 I want everything to be prefect… We actually went down to the new apartment to take measurements and try to visualise where everything shld be… sigh… not as ‘prefect’ as we<\/del> I thought<\/p>\n

down to packing… I only packed like 5 boxes yesterday \ud83d\ude41 packing is such a pain… and I still have alot more to go<\/p>\n

I’m not only a ‘perfectionist’ , I’m also an idealist. I was reading some of my older blog entries and I realised that I have unknowingly typed “I always thought…” This shows that I have expectations of myself which give me unnecessary stress \ud83d\ude41 We<\/del>(how i wish!) BH’s sister will be collecting our HDB keys for us in a few days time… I always thought<\/em> we will be doing it ourselves \ud83d\ude41 I feel sad that we have to miss out on the experience. The very pt that i’m going back earlier is to do some minor reno of ‘our home’. I’m disapted that BH will not be ard during this process.. because.. I always thought<\/em> we’ll do this together<\/p>\n

I like doing things together<\/em> so much that I always wanna be a lower primary teacher BUT i just didn’t have the chance \ud83d\ude41 oh well, that’s besides the pt… then BH was like saying that this flat is a small thing and it doesn’t matter… which mks me even more hurt. I waited so long for this and now when it’s here… I can’t mk it as perfect as I want it to be \ud83d\ude41 Because of the situation we are in, our pespective is different now <\/p>\n

Now I wish I’m always having PMS – at least I can ‘blame’ my strange mood on it<\/p>\n

AG: Tell me.. when is everything’s gonna be perfect?
\nBH: Give me a few more years.. be patient.. it’s gonna be prefect!<\/p>\n

How I wish.. I have that few more years \ud83d\ude41 and for now.. I have to live in the shadow of the mistake which happened about 10 years ago <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

not looking forward to move \ud83d\ude41 This time we are getting movers… yes.. decided not to torture ourselves anymore. So, the new place is bigger. However, I just feel that there might not be enough place to put all our things .. ok.. fine.. I like things to be neat and tidy.. I don’t like … <\/p>\n

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