It’s almost 10 years ( about 8 years now) and I still can’t live a day of my life w\/o thinking of the event which lead to my current situation \ud83d\ude41 I just can’t let go.<\/p>\n
I know nobody will know BUT I see the after-effects of it every single day. Behind that smile, my insecurities huants me. My failures torments me.\u00a0I feel\u00a0like I’m the\u00a0LOUSIEST human being on earth<\/p>\n
It’s simple for pple to say , it’s only a few years, just go back to serve your bond BUT it’s so hard to do. The happiness I had experienced here cannot be replaced. nah.. BH isn’t my sole happiness.. it’s the liberty of time, freedom and doing what I wanna do anyday, anytime. I’m happy being left alone. I’m happy just doing window shopping!<\/p>\n
A few days back, we received the letter that our flat is ready at the end of Nov. IF we were in SG, we would be super happy.. I mean.. we would have been like every normal couple, getting ready to move-in.. or maybe we would be getting married soon…<\/p>\n
BUT NO<\/p>\n
we are here.. and we hope to be here..we WANT to be here.. so “pple” just wanna eye on what is solely ours and mk the decision for us! I am awfully upset – they mk suggestions w\/o considering abt me, my bond and my happiness… The bottomline is IF I CAN’T HAVE POSESSION OF IT, NOBODY CAN <\/strong>I just wanna cry out loud and have someone to take time to walk in my skin<\/p>\n Going back to SG is so stressful – packing is 1 thing.. touching down\u00a0in SG and settling all these adminstrative thing is another.<\/p>\n Things would be simpler if we were in SG and we NEVER had the opportunity to come here<\/p>\n Then again, we won’t wanna give up anything here because of my bond and the flat<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" It’s almost 10 years ( about 8 years now) and I still can’t live a day of my life w\/o thinking of the event which lead to my current situation \ud83d\ude41 I just can’t let go. I know nobody will know BUT I see the after-effects of it every single day. Behind that smile, my … <\/p>\n