{"id":1304,"date":"2010-02-27T12:45:02","date_gmt":"2010-02-27T19:45:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/seattletimes.6eptember.com\/?p=1304"},"modified":"2010-02-27T12:45:02","modified_gmt":"2010-02-27T19:45:02","slug":"the-ugly-truth","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/seattletimes.6eptember.com\/?p=1304","title":{"rendered":"The ugly truth"},"content":{"rendered":"

I know the truth.. I know the best way out BUT when i hear the truth from someone else, someone dear to me.. I can’t accept it.<\/p>\n

If it’s the decision I made and finalised myself, it won’t have felt this bad. Hearing it from him, just made me feel ‘unwanted’, ‘unappreciated’ – Did\u00a0I do something wrong? Is my food so bad tt\u00a0he wanna eat\u00a0microwave food?\u00a0If it’s gonna end up like this, why did we try so hard to come here together?<\/p>\n

I am not angry.. I just need to blame myself for what I am now. The 1 thing which changed the rest of my life \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n

I feel lousy – what I have done is not worthy or\/and good enough to mk him think abt me (\u00a0i’m only at\u00a0the back of his mind?) .<\/p>\n

Swallow my pride ..it’s just 9 more mths<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I know the truth.. I know the best way out BUT when i hear the truth from someone else, someone dear to me.. I can’t accept it. If it’s the decision I made and finalised myself, it won’t have felt this bad. Hearing it from him, just made me feel ‘unwanted’, ‘unappreciated’ – Did\u00a0I do … <\/p>\n

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