I’m back in the states now after a 2.5 mths of holiday in Singapore.
I left Singapore with a heavy heart. I didn’t tell anyone about this BUT I was thinking of extending my stay 2 days before my departure date. I called the airlines and was told that it’s US$100 for date change. To me, the money is a small amount to see you for the last time. However, my mum and BH told me that I don’t have to do so. Then I thought to myself, maybe it’s better that I left this way. I went to the home and took 1 last look at you – it hurts so bad, you were literally on life support with needles poking over you, the tubes were the only thing that was keeping you alive. I am helpless, you get weaker each time I visit you. I prayed to all the Gods I know to take you away peacefully, removing your pain. I was prepared but the thought of not seeing you again mks me very sad.
Shortly after I touched down in Seattle, my sis emailed me that ‘Khong Khong went to join Po Po already’ It’s no surprise 🙁 I think they will be happier together
Bye Bye Khong Khong.. Thank you for sending me to and fro school regardless of the weather.. Thank you for bringing me to the doctor when I’m sick.. Thank you for buying me the things my parents will never get me.. The BEST part of my childhood memories are with you and Po Po. I hope that you have met Po Po and is enjoying all the good food you always wanted. Memories of both of you will stay forever in my heart.